I love when I have the opportunity to get in the car with enough time to listen to Chris Fabry on WGNR in the afternoons. He comes on from 3-4 pm, and I'm always intrigued by his relevant topics in the Christian point of view. You can subscribe to his podcast; you might really like it!
Anyway, I caught the tail end of the show as I left school to pick up Alex at the bus stop, and Chris Fabry was talking about how you can't legislate Christianity. I couldn't agree more.
I am personally not a fan of Christians who get on their soapbox about certain controversial legislative topics. I don't want to sound like I don't support the Christian point of view on these topics because as a Christian, I support what Jesus says in the Bible about these issues, not a politician. I get a little frustrated when people make these issues about politics because in my eyes, they aren't. I know that there are many people who don't agree with the Bible and are very against the Jesus' message on particular areas, and I respect how you feel, I just may not agree with you, and I mean that with love!
Anyone who knows me, knows how much I love people, all kinds of people. I grew up in a very diverse setting and my track record shows that I'm usually drawn to people who are the exact opposite of who I appear to be. With this perspective, I have so many kinds of friends, and they are beautiful, wonderful people and most of them don't share my faith. I am humble enough to know that I have no idea how it feels to walk in every one's shoes; I only know what it's like to walk in my own and to express what I've learned as a result of that experience.
What I have learned is this: I only began to touch the tip of the ice burg of how to love when I gave my heart over to Christ. I bought the contemporary ideal which is often advertised in the media and our culture that I was supposed to engage in certain behaviors, which in my opinion are glorified. On top of that, the media rarely shows neither the consequences nor the pain that those behaviors can cause in one's overall life. So, like me, I "drank the kool aid" and found myself in my late teens through the age of 22 very depressed and saddened by all of this. Unfortunately, I didn't think there was any other way and felt trapped and disillusioned by what my culture was feeding me; I thought this was it and this was how my life was going to be for the rest of my life. As a result, I continued with destructive behavior and found myself more depressed by its results.
I am thankful that God gave me the courage to be on my own and dive into a new adventure when I was offered my teaching job down in Florida when I was 22. It was then that I could take seriously the call that was speaking to my heart: I needed to etch my own, new identity, and all I knew at the time that the main part of this step was going to church and praying. It was total blind faith, but I felt so comforted and affirmed as I walked closer and closer to Christ. It took me a few months to solidify my relationship with Christ where I could verbalize exactly what I was doing; it wasn't an instantaneous thing, but I knew that I needed and wanted Jesus in my heart, and I didn't look back. He had taken away the guilt and the condemnation and allowed me to be new in Him. It was the most beautiful dance, a courtship, if you will.
|The Ya Yas at Diamond Lake: August 2010|
|Steve and I arriving at Bald Head Island, NC|
It's an endless conversation, but like I said, I don't want anyone to be legislated to behave and feel a certain way; it's a matter of the heart. As far as I'm concerned, my heart belongs to Him; it's His! I think it's a valid question that I think everyone should ask themselves: Who does your heart belong to and is this person worthy of it? Only you can answer that for yourself.